Infinitely dream

I feel the sleep overpowering me,
I close my so heavy lidded eyes,
Hearing the so sweet lullaby,
And try to look through the night sky.

I go into a dream of being unseen,
Through ways still unknown to me
Taking me further all the way,
All the way to the cheerless sea.

It engulfs me , eats me
And i become its undeniable part,
I try contemplating but then words fail,
I hit hard as the vortex of reality smiles.

Its hard to understand when you scrutinize your fate.
And think about bygone times ,
When you were not there to correct the mistakes,
done by people you didnot knew .

But still as the silence folds,
And the days drag along,
And i stand alone on the horizon of pain,
Ready to be pushed in the coming hurricane.

But when the wind blows,
Cascading the sweet memories of tear stained deaths
And i look at what took place,
I finally do understand that this hurricane was not ours .

But one came as a silent tribute,
To the thing which future holds,
They closed there eyes as i opened mine,
Blinking away unknown to what took place.

Smiling away pains aint easy but we do,
Just smile to each one of us,
You do not know who they lost today,
Or what will happen to them tommorow.